Blood and tears

English Engelska الإنجليزيّة

I press my forehead into your chest hair
I can't stand the noise in my head
You hold your arms around me and tell me crying does not help
I scream it's blood not a baby I can't wait I'm too old
we done this a month ago and a month before and soon it's not even blood I'm too old
Your arms are still around me when I wake up
I dreamed that I died and met my mother and she said go back to life go back to those hairy arms and cry
I am not old I am still a child and still a teen
I have many ages behind me
I think I have many ages before me
And crying does help